She couldn't help wondering how much more blood a living person could lose before they weren't so living anymore. She'd been though this before so many times she'd lost count. No, that was a lie she never forgot when someone died on her watch. She got on with her life and eventually they faded away. The job always came first. Always.
This was different. This was...him.
Natasha used every ounce of energy she had to get Barton out of the line of fire. Everything became such a clusterfuck so fast she hardly had time to think. No exit strategy. No back up. Clint may as well have been dead weight the way she had to carry him to the nearest shelter.
Natasha Romanoff stopped believing in God decades ago, but that didn't stop her from pulling Clint into the one place she knew wouldn't sell them out to get slaughtered. She looked up at the cross on the mission house door, pauses half a second before she kicked the door open and dragged them both inside.
It was a good thing she didn't care about God, because the next thought in her head would have pissed Him off.
Fuck you, Budapest. Fuck you forever.
This was different. This was...him.
Natasha used every ounce of energy she had to get Barton out of the line of fire. Everything became such a clusterfuck so fast she hardly had time to think. No exit strategy. No back up. Clint may as well have been dead weight the way she had to carry him to the nearest shelter.
Natasha Romanoff stopped believing in God decades ago, but that didn't stop her from pulling Clint into the one place she knew wouldn't sell them out to get slaughtered. She looked up at the cross on the mission house door, pauses half a second before she kicked the door open and dragged them both inside.
It was a good thing she didn't care about God, because the next thought in her head would have pissed Him off.
Fuck you, Budapest. Fuck you forever.
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Date: 2012-06-26 12:59 am (UTC)From:He was slowly losing sight of where they were going. "Tasha?" It's hoarse and almost too quiet but he needed something. Anything to make him realize that he wasn't dead already. Especially when the pain was starting to ebb away and that wasn't good.
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Date: 2012-06-26 01:11 am (UTC)From:Tasha looks around frantically, her eyes landing on an old woman she looks horrified by what she's witnessing. She spits out the words doctor and emergency in Hungarian only to be met with a terrified headshake. Tasha knows why. Most of the doctors in this part of town weren't exactly legit, and any of of them would just let Clint die and turn Natasha over to their target. Not the best plan.
"A nurse, a paramedic, a God damned veterinarian! Now!" All this panicking probably isn't helping Clint's near shock state, is it?
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Date: 2012-06-26 01:23 am (UTC)From:Vet? "They're not going to help and you know it."
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Date: 2012-06-26 01:40 am (UTC)From:No. No way in hell is he dying. Not here. Not now.
She switches to Hungarian again as she speaks to the woman. It's sloppy and broken. Natasha isn't great with details or thinking ahead when under real pressure. "Please. There has to be someone who we can trust."
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Date: 2012-06-26 02:19 am (UTC)From:That is he doesn't until he sees her run off, disappearing into the back and then slipping back in. Back in with a man who didn't look... well, he's not sure what to make of it.
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Date: 2012-06-26 09:28 am (UTC)From:Natasha, remarkable, doesn't notice the other woman speak or leave. She's too focused on Clint and that outburst of pain. "You're gonna be OK. I'll..." She'll what? Tasha's trained in field dressing, maybe stitches. She can't fix this. She's not a surgeon.
Her panicked train of thought is cut off then a battered old medical bag lands heavily on the table next to the cot Clint's on. The owner of the bag, whom the old woman just fetched, doesn't speak. He simply moves with professional speed and accuracy to inspect how and where Clint's been injured.
For one of the few times in her life, Tasha has no idea what the hell to do.
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Date: 2012-06-27 01:30 am (UTC)From:"You'll what, Tasha?"
It's asked in a hoarse tone before he jumps slightly. That medical bag havin' broke into his thought patterns. Of what in the hell he'd do if... Except Natasha seemed to be wanting to keep him alive. Wanted to make him live through the pain. "...What?"
He would've asked what in the hell the good doc was doing except that he felt his eyes growing heavy. Whatever had been in that needle had been strong. Something to take away the pain... to keep him under... He wasn't sure. Or maybe it was to kill him.
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Date: 2012-06-27 02:17 am (UTC)From:But it was a long day, and eventually the exhaustion got the better of her. Tasha lost the battle to keep her eyes open.
And she hates herself for it.
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Date: 2012-06-27 02:36 am (UTC)From:It hurts like hell when he sits up like he's been shot or worse. The movement, unfortunately, drags a cry of pain out of him. Okay... moving... it hurt.
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Date: 2012-06-27 02:44 am (UTC)From:Tasha looks over the bandages, trying not to wince at the fact Clint may have torn over some stitching. "Lay down. You're not supposed to move." She keeps her tone steady and even, trying to mask how completely terrified she is.
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Date: 2012-06-27 02:52 am (UTC)From:"Tasha?" His voice is laced with pain and just... almost panic. Almost.
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Date: 2012-06-27 03:04 am (UTC)From:"You need time to heal. There wasn't any major organ damage but you could still, um..." She tries to remember what she was told. Natasha's soon not looking at his face but her hand and where she's rested it on his chest. There was so much blood his clothes were ruined and she can't go back to get their things. That location isn't a secret anymore.
"You could aggravate the wounds if you move. Plus you're supposed to keep your heart rate down." The sound of his voice breaks her heart, and, as always, Natasha blames herself for this. She slides her hand up to the side of Clint's face, carefully avoiding anyplace that might be too tender to touch. "We're stuck here for a while, you and me."
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Date: 2012-06-27 03:26 am (UTC)From:"Can't stay here forever." Then out of nowhere. "He's going to be so pissed."
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Date: 2012-07-02 01:37 am (UTC)From:"What're you thanking me for?" He didn't need thanked. Not as far as he was concerned at any rate.
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Date: 2012-07-02 01:47 am (UTC)From:"Everything." She shifts herself around so she can look in his eyes without having to lay on him. Somehow Natasha find herself staring, blissfully gazing into him eyes like she's some sort of smitten school girl. "I mean. I never thanked you for not killing me, for giving me another chance when everyone thought I was a lost cause." She reaches her hand up again, her thumb running over the side of his face so softly he may not be able to feel it. "I wouldn't be what I am today without you in my life, Clint."
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Date: 2012-07-02 07:01 am (UTC)From:He kisses her. "You don't ever have to thank me, Natasha," he says softly. "Not for anything."
Lookit me, getting verbose >.>
Date: 2012-07-02 07:41 am (UTC)From:But she won't. She's not brave enough to do that.
The kiss takes her off guard. Soft, warm and sweet and unlike she imagined kissing him would be like. Yes, she's fantasized about this happening before. In her head he was more forceful and take charge, from the first kiss right down to the sex there would be nothing soft, tender or subtle about it. That's what she gets for thinking she knows him so well.
Tasha kisses him back, amazed at how simple a gesture can make feelings inside her boil up so fast she has no hope of hiding them from him. "Let me show you." She whispers, her tone pleading as she moves her lips down to his neck.
"Please? Clint, I want..." You.
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Date: 2012-07-02 02:16 pm (UTC)From:The fact that she's kissing him back hasn't escaped him though. It's why there's a small smile to those lips. "Show me then, Tasha."
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Date: 2012-07-02 10:36 pm (UTC)From:She shifts her body around to hover over him, careful not to put any pressure on injuries. Tasha's fingers tremble as she unzips her jacket, softly kissing him as she pull off her top. She won't make him do any work if she can help it.
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Date: 2012-07-02 11:08 pm (UTC)From:Though once it is his hands move up to run lightly down along her side.
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Date: 2012-07-02 11:18 pm (UTC)From:"Clint?" Tasha asks softly, reaching for one of his hands. She seems entranced by his fingers a moment, gently kissing his hand before she asks "Do you really want..." She pauses, closing her eyes. "Me?"
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Date: 2012-07-03 12:25 am (UTC)From:Tasha shifts to the side, easily slinking out of the rest of her clothes without much effort. "Good, because I want you, too." She presses her lips to his before she loses her nerve to go for something she thought she could never have.
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